愿望

如果这世上真的有神明。。。
希望你保佑好心人。。。
让他们长命百岁。。。健健康康。。。
希望吉人自有天相。。。
伟斌合十。。。

母爱...

记得我好像曾经写过关于母爱的post...
不过啊...
母爱总是永垂不朽...
下雨天...你的伴...和你在步行中...
两人共用一把雨伞...
互相礼让的希望另一半不要淋湿了身子...
怕对方会生病...
好体贴...
有一天...
我才明白...
我看见一个妈妈...和他的女儿在雨中...
要走路回家...
妈妈...
把女儿放在脚车的座位上...
妈妈...一手拿着雨伞...一首推着脚踏车...深怕自己的女儿会淋病...
自己呢？我看...他应该没考虑到吧...
女儿啊...
则在那摇着他的脚脚...唱着他的名瑶...
好美丽的一副画...
赞颂着妈妈的伟大...
儿女啊...要记得父母的伟大...

futsal...New MR. Fong & cockroach

today...we went for futsal...at sport city with my dudes...
although our team kena wracked gao gao...but yet...
i would like to praise ya'll contribution here....
salute....-_-...
and also...today...was a big day for our old MR. Fong....kin you...
u know y?coz...there is some1 who can really take over his crown....
guess who....
yeah!!its him....darryl sien...
really sien bout him....
congratulation to you...darryl!!
the new MR. Fong of the year!!
he ffk us...and dun even picked up our calls....
like evaporated in this world....
haha....
and...another story...
i found out something very scary when i reached home...
i put my shoe in my shoe rack....
and u guess what i saw?
OMG!!!i saw pieces of cockroach in my shoe....
and then...i went to check out my stocking....
oh....SHIT!!!
i think i step on it...for the whole match!!
disgusting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
+_+ terrible la....

啊弥陀佛。。。

瓶颈。。。平静

最近。。。在做事方面遇到了瓶颈。。。
诸事不顺。。。
不过啊。。。
要以平静的心去对待。。。
我相信。。。会有转机的。。。
加油加油加油！！！

halloween...

i just went for a movie today 口水虫...haha...
title: Halloween
i was attracted by the poster of this movie...
y?
because...is looked like one of the cover page of my psychology text book...
if u dun believe...go and check it out....
and no doubt...the movie was emphasize on a psychopathy...
so students of this course....should check it out...haha....
it potraited that how influencial is a family to a child...
and i believe...in fact...it is true...haha... thus...appreciate ur family if ur family is complete and full of happiness...

脚痛...

现在的我。。。
可以坐的。。。
不想站。。。
可以滚的。。。
不想走。。。
可以睡的。。。
不想醒。。。
可以懒的。。。
不想做。。。
但。。。甜的吃。。。
苦的也吃。。。
连大便也要吃。。。
所以我是不会酱轻易放弃的。。。
因为美好的将来在大便堆里等着我。。。
哈哈哈！！！

部落格...

一个月没有来我的部落格写下我的心声了。。。
最近放假。。。像发了疯似的在追看港剧。。。
好过瘾。。。
好像好久没有那么悠闲了。。。
不过啊。。。
闲着在家的时候呢。。。
就会多一点时间看清楚自己的房间。。。
多一点时间看清楚自己的房间。。。
你就会发现房间。。。
真的是乱到一个不行。。。
哈哈。。。
看来。。。我还是要下定决心把我的房间收拾干净了。。。
至少是我的书桌啦。。。哈哈。。。

得到...拥有...

得到与拥有。。。
阴与阳。。。
有与无。。。
凡事都没有两全其美。。。
往往当你拥有一些。。。
你就一定会失去一些。。。
珍惜拥有的。。。
祝福失去的。。。

久违了。。

好久没有update我的部落格了...
最近好忙...
课业...工作...
不过...也过的蛮充实的...
谢谢大家的支持...与鼓励...
一起加油吧...　

打是疼。。。骂是爱。。。

这是一个很传统的用词。。。
相信大家都有看过吧。。。。
不过。。。你觉得在现今的这个社会还有酱的道理吗？
妈妈说。。。
女人是要来疼而不是要来出气的。。。
想想吧。。。
动手打女人的男人。。。
真是有辱我们男人。。。
别把自己的错误合理化。。。
这是有够胡扯！！

StReSS....

Stress...
i believe that this term is no longer a stranger to most of the Bpsych students in jan intake....
this semester....a short sem...but we need to take a subject named biopsychology....
psychology that related to biology....dun get me?!fine....coz i also duno why must we study all those thing...neuron....brain....cortex....blar...blar....
in additional to that....assignments....a lot of assignments....rushing to us in a same time....
such a heavy workload to all of us....
but fine...wat to do?this is life....stress that we need to deal with everytime...and i believe that there will be rainbow after the rain eventhough at night....all the best to every1!!!

AcTioN pOtENtiAL....hUrRay....

first of all, i would like to thank michael about asked us to join the bpsych futsal tourney...
without him...i dun even notice about this competition...
secondly, i would like to thank all of the team members from action potential...(sound so funny~~)
michael, jefferey, benjamin, kevin, darryl and betsy....
thirdly, the "cheer leader" members...hau ran, ai li, sharon, mandy and ivy....
thankx a lots for ur support...really meant a lots to our team...hehe...thankx....
in this tourney, our team had reached final with full of hardwork...everyone did a great job to helped the team to proceed....
although our team lost in the final....but i believe that...what we got from this competition...was not only the result...but the process....i really enjoyed it a lot when playing and hanging out with u all...thankx....cheer!!!
well...time to go back to assignments and exams....sobsob....:-(

宝贝。。记住我爱你。。。

今天早上。。带着美好的心情。。。
从被窝里钻了出来。。。
泡了一杯咖啡。。。
拿着桌上的报纸。。。
想多了解与关心世界上发生的事情。。。
让自己靠近这个世界多一点点。。。
翻开报纸。。看见这么一个标题。。。

“宝贝，记住我爱你！”

我的眼睛深深被这个标题吸引住了。。。
接着。。。就把这篇报道读了一遍。。。
在四川，一个妈妈。。。
为了保护一个只有四个月大的小婴儿。。。
被倒塌下来的屋子。。。压死了。。。
她生前的最后一个是双膝跪地。。。身体则向前。。。
形成一个像 “Orz" 的姿势。。。保护着她的女儿。。。
结果。。。当这个妈妈和小婴儿被救援队发现时。。。
可悲的是。。。妈妈已经没有呼吸了。。。
可喜的是。。。小婴儿毫发无伤，安静的在睡觉。。。
这位妈妈。。。在最后一口气之前。。。
在她的手机上留了言。。。
“亲爱的宝贝，如果你能活着，一定要记住我爱你”
妈妈打从事情的发生时。。。就已经没有想过要活命。。。
反而尽了一切的力气。。。用了所有的力气。。。
去爱着她的小婴儿。。。
看着看着。。。
眼泪从眼眶中。。。不知觉得留了下来。。。

想对所有的妈妈说。。。谢谢你们无私的爱。。。
从一开始到最后。。。

另一种爱。。。

曾经天真的以为不管时间和空间的距离有多长多远，
感情一定会恒久不变，因为爱是没有理由的……
爱不能成为牵绊，所以要选择放手，
从容的让彼此走出彼此的世界。
凡事到极至，伤也会痛。
其实爱过就会懂，
彼此个性的太过坚强终究会是一起生活的阴影
昨日的幸福已成为一种痕迹。
两人能携手走完整个人生固然美好，
可陪上了一段也应心存感激了。
爱一个人不是要成为所爱的人的牵绊，
只要心中有爱，生活总是那么美好。
相遇是一种缘，相识，相恋更是一种缘，
缘起而聚，缘尽而散，放手才是真爱！
还有一种爱，叫离开
　　
希望你幸福，我爱的人,爱我的人……

珍惜就是幸福

人的一生中。。。从满了许多的变数。。。
我们。。人。。从来都没有办法可以猜测这些变数。。。
我们可以做的。。。或许就是。。。
勇敢地接受。。。
坚强的面对。。。
对于爱情。。。我们还可以让时间满满的冲淡它所带来的冲击。。。
但。。。有些事情。。。我们就算是面对了。。。也无法能够把它忘记。。。
勇敢的接收及坚强的面对。。。
没错。。。说是容易。。。但做起来就是两码子的事了。。。
对于那些真的能够做到的。。。我置于万二分的敬意。。。
佩服他们的勇敢。。。佩服他们的坚决。。。
病。。。是很可怕的。。。尤其是那些。。。我们都害怕的病。。。
对于那些病人。。。这件事情对他们生活的冲击实在是。。。无法想象。。。
不仅如此。。。对于他们身边的人来说。。。更是措手不及。。。
家人。。。兄弟姐妹。。。朋友。。。以及所有认识的人。。。
都会被牵连。。。毕竟。。。我们的手中都有大家的存在的证明。。。
人。。。应该要珍惜身边的一切。。。
无论是红蓝黄黑。。。酸甜苦辣。。。直圈弯曲。。。
我们都应该珍惜。。。因为。。。它们是多么的美好的。。。
要知道。。。当你离开这世界时。。。我们可是什么也带不了。。。
能够带走的。。。就只有回忆。。。
祝大家天天幸福。。。天天开心。。。
　　懂得珍惜身旁的一切这是人生中最大的幸福。

耐性。。。

耐性: [ nài xìng ]
1. patience
2. endurance
这两个解释。。。是从字典拿下来的。。。
最近发现。。。自己的耐性好像不再像以前的那样。。。那样有伸缩性。。。
最近发现。。。在等待交通灯时。。。开始会不耐烦。。。
最近发现。。。在等待已叫的食物时。。。开始会不耐烦。。。
最近发现。。。在等待自己的头脑开窍时。。。开始会不耐烦。。。
糟了。。。我的耐性是不是真已经慢慢的减少了。。。
我不再是一个有耐性的人了。。。
人的忍耐都市有限的。。。所以。。。不要挑战他人的耐性。。。
要不然。。。你说呢？？
哈哈。。。我也不懂~~~

你我他的汤。。。

那天和朋友出去闲聊时。。。
聊到了。。“人生大事”。。。“人生的大道理”。。。
就突然间突发奇想。。。
竟然把人生比喻成一锅汤。。。
小孩在刚刚来到这世界上时。。。就好比一锅清清的水。。。
还没加任何的汤料。。。所以就只是清清的一锅水。。。
随着时间成长。。。
人生的经验就是我们的汤料。。。把原本一锅清清的汤。。。
变得有味道了。。。酸甜苦辣。。。五味交集。。。
每一天的我们。。。都会经历许多不同的事情。。。
而这些。。。也就是我们的汤料与酱料。。。
把我们变得越来越有火候。。。
把我们变成更好喝的一锅汤。。。
有的人是清汤。。。有的人是东炎汤。。。有的人是酸辣汤。。。
所以人。。。可是每一天都在变。。。
虽然如此。。。我们也确应该对我们遇到的人事物。。。
心存感谢。。。
因为没有他们。。。就没有今天的我们。。。

扛。。。

可以让我扛你一辈子吗？

双面人。。。

从很久以前。。。有人说我是两头蛇。。。双面人。。。
两头蛇与双面人。。。有着一样的意思。。。
说明着一个人。。。表里不一。。。说一套。。。做一套。。。
有时候。。在想。。。我真的是这样吗？
或许。。。是吧。。。
那是因为我是一个虚伪的人？
或是因为我的人太婆婆妈妈。。。
所以拿不定自己的立场。。。
是不是一定非要选定立场的吗？
算了。。。我认了。。。
反正到最后。。。我还是会伤害到别人。。。
那就什么都认了吧。。。

失恋。。。方程式。。。

失恋。。。方程式。。。

逃避。。。逃避现实带来的创伤。。。

接受。。。接受现实带来的冲击。。。

面对。。。面对现实带来的残酷。。。

忘记。。。忘记现实带来的伤害。。。

失恋。。。四步曲。。。
虽然我不能说这方程式能全球通用。。。
但我觉得。。。至少能让我们减低失恋带来的伤害。。。

傻瓜....

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁 暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱 撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜 我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜 我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

温岚 － 傻瓜

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1. Do you believe love at first sight?

sometimes...we might fallen into someone without our concious. thus, i will not say that i dun believe love in first sight...but i would say that feeling of love will grow stronger as time pass by.

2. Given the chance, what special ability/power would you like to have?

i wish that i have the ability to make people around me happy and safe...i dun wan to see them sad and get hurt...coz i will also feel sad and pain when they experienced it...

3. What do you think of your brother(s)/sister(s)?

i have a brother who is in 17 years old. he is cute, from my persepctive la...although not very good in study...but he is smart in other areas...hehe...but sometimes he is a bit low self-esteem...like his elder brother la...lol....

hem...about my younger sister...she is only 8 this year...she is the queen in dad's family...manja...naughty...but also...cute...hehe...all of us pampered her a lot...haha....that's y she is so manja....

although both of them are born in a different mother with me...but i feel glad that i can have them....wish them happy and save always...

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?

i wish that there wil be a place that without sadness...

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?

wish that people around safe ans sound...and happy always....
ya....i wish that i can have a dinner with my "family"...my dad..my mum...
this might be a very simple thing for some of u...but for me...yes...like impossible...
so pls do appreciate ur family....

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

sweet come after pain...i believe that...thus, dun give up although there are obstacles in front of u...

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?

myself.....my heart....

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?

save in the bank gua...haha...no idea leh...buy a lots of shirt??!!haha...sound so me...rite?!

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

people always said that...if thing faithed to be urs...it will sure be urs...(direct translation^^)

but sometimes...i think we need to use our own hand to grab what we need....if not...chances will run away....lol...

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.

ivy...she is cute....sweet...and also understanding...^^

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?

someone that i love....

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?

someone who betrayed me...haha...

13. What is your ambition?

to be a succeful person...haha....what is the operational defination of that?!

check it out later...haha....

14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?

point it out to me...but try to make it into more gentle way la..haha...coz i am very fragile...haha....

15. What do you think is the most important in your life?

people that i love...and care....

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?

Hmm.. this depend alot on my financial status..(Choong, 2008)

17. What is the thing that you really want now?

i want to have a clearer picture of my own faith and future....haha...although it is impossible...

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?

haha...people who know me well should know this....

thankx for so many counseling sessions that you all did for me...

i really understand it well...but i just failed to practice it...haha...

19. Is there anything that you have done which you regret?

regret?!life of mine was full of regrets...coz last time...duno how to grab the chance...always think "what if" after things happened...what is the point?haha....so dun discuss more on this la...lol...

20. What do you think of love?
for me..love is a miracle thing...can save some1...can hurt some1...we take our whole life to learn...but yet...some of them still unable to find out the answer...some of them...think that they found it...but yet...i duno whether they found it correctly ornot...haha....in short...i also duno what am i writing...lol....

hem...hau ran, kin you and darryl are tagged by me!!

eMotIoN...lEss....

long time didnt blog in english d....coz sometimes i think that if blog in english...i feel hard to describe my feelings and thoughts accurately...due to my poor english....haha....
seriously....i seems like emotionless recently...maybe i choosed to have this kind of feeling ba...dun wan to let myself to think so much....feel so much....make myself stuck all the sensory organ....
haha....but anyway...now is holidays....rest...play...gathering...enjoy...and finally....sleeping....
i miss u all that i usually meet in coll....take care...and waiting for next gathering...

十分。。爱

当你爱一个人的時候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。
所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下兩三分用来爱自己。
爱一个人！要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；是支持，而不是支配；
是慰問，而不是質問；是傾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遺忘；是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪費；
可以随時牽手，但不要随便分手。

计划赶不上变化....

如果把人生比喻成火车...
那我想计划大概就是就是人生的轨道...
有时想想....计划是人生不可缺少的...
就好像火车不能没了轨道...
如果火车没了轨道就不能行驶了...
我们应该为我们的生活拟下一个计划...
好让我们在迷失了方向是可以让那个计划为我们导航...让我们找回自己的方向...
有一个男孩...常常以为...自己的生活已经有了一个计划..蓝图...
他的任务就像是火车...依着轨道行驶...就能到达目的地...
所以..他也没为他的生活多想...因为他觉得...只要有按照计划就好了...
有没有想过...火车也有会脱轨的时候...
这世界...时时刻刻都在变...
每个人也一样...只是我们或许没察觉...
我们都会随着社会的改变而改变自己...
当然...我们也有我们自己的原则...宗旨要保留...
只是...有时候...无论你的计划有多完美...
而世上往往有很多事情是不在你我的预算之内...能力范围之外...
导致我们不能依照我们原定的计划生活...
既然如此...那为什么我们还要计划我们的生活呢？
计划...是需要得...但是我们...应该要会懂得变通...
不要一味跟着原定的计划走...
那只会被它牵着我们的鼻子走...而迷失了自己...
在这个变化无常的社会...我们应该要多了解自己...
知道自己要的是什么...才不让短短的一生白过...
计划赶不上变化...
让自己更具伸缩性吧...那才可以迎向充满变数的未来...

AssiGnmeNts....Due!

wow...at 10 of april in 2008, there were a gang of 5 ppl...consist of ppl...
hau ran, kevin, li ling, meisim and i...over night at mcdonal's at bandar sri damansara...
why??huh~~coz we rushed for our lab report...the final major assignment in this semester...
we reached there around 12am...ans started to work on our report....
we were so quiet and serious through out the process...haha...
although sometimes got chit chat a bit...coz we need to talk...if not will become halitosis...^^
and we left the place at around 6am...and some of us still not done yet with the report...
but...we need to go back to take a rest...then only can continue...
at last...all of us managed to complete it and submitted it d...hurray!!
having someone beside you when you working for something is so important...
they will make you feel more comfortable...and feel of accompanied...and work together to achieve something...

bAMboO.....NigHTii!!

Friday night, a night that most of the youngster will hang out together with friends...
i was one of them...this friday...was the last assignment due date..
this Friday, Veen gave me a call and asked me out with her course mate...
bb..a 25 years old girl from china and rich gila...!!
she drove a BM..not BMX...but BMW....brand new 3 series...luxurious vehicle...huhu~~
so...she drove us there with her BMW....
our destination is baMboo~~at TTDI plaza...
i never been there before thus i dont even know that there is so happening at night (coz a lot of club)....
bb had a date with her friends...which is also very very rich...
i think he spend around RM900++ on the liquor only...
and the consequence is...bb and he was drunk...haha~~
around 3am....we were about to go home...coz something happened and bb wanted to leave...
when we collected her car...she said she was drunk and couldnt drive....
as a result..not her...not veen...but...me to drive the Brand New BMW~~
i was so shocked...i never expected that this would happen...and drive a BMW in a bit wink condition plus the car is not mine...can you imagine the pressure?!!
like suck the marrow out of me (Jeffrey, 2008)....haha...(IVDV gang will know this well enough!!)
when i get the car key...i dun even know how to put the key into the hole and start it...dun even know how to on the head light...
coz it was really different to normal car...
when i drove that time...the capacity of its engine...huh...i think without description...you and i also can imagine how strong it is...
yet...luckily...we arrived home safe and sound...
not like another car...bb' friend's car..new E200 merz compressor..
knocked his side mirror...
and went against traffice light and almost crashed with a lorry once..
somemore..cut two cars in a row..in a sharpe turning with only 2 lane...
merely crashed with the car coming oppisite direction...bhew~~~scaring...
altough it was tiring....
but such a extra ordinary experience for me....fu~~it...fu~~it...
can you imagine how much that i need to pay if something wrong during the journey i drive home...huhu...

eMo..daY....

Today...was such an sentimental day for each of us...
never see each other in this MOOD before...and never expect that will see it in this critical period..
as finals are actually around the corner....
but yet...this happened...
due to some reasons...
we watched a korean mv...
its like pushing our "button"....haha...
some of us even showed a face that we never see before...
for me..myself...there was actually a story appeared in my mind....
a story between a boy and a girl...
they used to be a couple...
but one day....when she was on her way to the boy's house to gave him a surprise for his birthday...the girl meet an accident...injured badly...and was in coma...
yet...same to the boy...but just the boy suffered on mentally...
there was no words that can describe how pain was the boy felt...
he was lost...he duno what else that he can do for the girl...
he was sitting inside a chruch...prayed...prayed...and prayed...
suddenly...there was a buttefly appear in front of him...and asked him a question...
"if i can make the girl recover fully from her injuries...but...there is a price that you need to pay for...will you still want me to do so?"
the boy answered without any hesitation...
"yes...i will take it..."
the butterfly...."i will save the girl...but you need to become butterfly for 5 years..."
the boy still hold on his decision...
and finally...
he became a butterfly...
and the girl...
recovered from her injuries....
the boy was the first person that the girl was looking for when she awake...
but she could not found him...
but...
the boy was actually just beside her....as a butterfly...
after a long time...she was disappointed...
and start to felt that the boy left her because the boy did not want to pick up to responsibilities to take care of her...
at this time...there was a person always stay beside her whenever she felt down...
her doctor....the one who responsible for her treatment....
and as time pass by....the girl fallen to the doctor...
the boy...was always beside the girl and witnessed all the things...
but he never felt angry about what the girl did...because he knew that it was his fault..
unable to be with the girl when the girl was down...
after 5 years....in the same church...there was a couple who had their wedding there...
the girl and the doctor....
and in the same day...the date that the boy can transform back to his own....
"Its the time that for you to be yourself back.."from the buttefly..
"there was no reason for me to appear in her life at this moment...if i do...she will be in a very difficult situation...she will be sad...i dun wan to see her sad...and i wish that i can be a butterfly and stay at her side forever...and cherish her...."
END...

iNtrOdUctIOn....

i used to blog...
but was in Mandarin and this is the very first time that i actually blog in English...
because of you...
a lot changes that i made to myself...
so that the distance that fall between us can be narrow down...
i really hope that there is 1 day that the wall will not block me from reaching your side....
i wish to share everything is my life with you...
through this...