bad luck...

sometimes people said...bad thing wont happen in only one...
i think this might some some true in it la..haha...
the day before yesterday...which is friday...
i send veen for shooting in KL....
then after i dropped her....i know that i need to look for petrol station to fill up my tank..
as it was going to empty d...
but somehow...i was stuck in the jam...and i scared that my petrol will empty even faster if i keep jam here...thus...i saw a junction and i turned in to it...coz i think it should be easier to look for petrol station in smaller housing area...
it was a malay kampung....i keep going deeper and deeper...finally...after like 5 Km i saw a petrol station...
P.S. huh...luckily i found a petrol station here...then i can slowly find my way out of this malay kampung...
once i parked my car beside the bump...i try to look for my wallet.....
and i realized...it was with veen........WTF...............
which means....i got no money to fill up the petrol!!!
i were so panic at that moment...
luckily i remembered that i passed by a LRT station just now...
so i call...my dude....alex teng...and tell him that my condition and my location...
fortunately...he was able to come and help me...
thankx to him....
then...i thought my bad luck will be over la...
mana tahu...
yesterday...when i wanted to drive my car that time...
i saw a layer of water on the back wind screen...
i were thinking...how come got water on my window one?as no raining also...
then i walked to my car and open the door...
"boom!!"...my back windscreen pecah!!!
OMG....><...really speechless....

fate...

she was one of the women i love in this world...
i don't understand...why must be her to face with all this?
don't she deserve a better life?
she experienced a failure in her marriage 15 years ago...
because of her partner had an affair behind her...
after that, she had another relationship with a men...
but this time...she was the third party...and the man who basically is not a good man....
this relationship ended after some times due to several reasons...
and now...she is in a relationship with another man...
this time...the man treat her nice...and gentle...
and she is so happy to be with this man...
but some how...he is married and with 1 child...and always quarrel with his wife...
i don't even know how to explain why all these occur...
i think...there might be some kind of fate that she could not avoid...
but why her....
i understand that being a 3rd party in a relationship will not feel good and comfortable...
and some times even feel pressure and guilty...
but she did not do anything wrong...
at least she did not seduce and provoke a start of the relationship...
it was the man who confessed to her...
and she just wanted to grab something in her life so that she can has something everyone have...
love...
no matter what...i will still stand behind this woman...
and i will protect her from getting hurt with my every energy...
bless her...

new sem started!!!

feel stressed when the 1st week of the new sem...
thesis is coming...haven't prepare for anything...
haven't complete my second year subjects....
group with some anonymous is group project...quite scare lo...
this semester is a short semester...
thus, the mid term will be in the corner soon...
everything come with a shoot...stress gila...
+ the weather is so d*rm hot....
but ofcoz..there are good things...
1.Man utd need 1 more point to retain EPL.
2.i changed a new car.
3.anything good that i forgot to mentioned here...
hehe...anyway...wish myself a good luck to this new sem...

压力。。。

对不起。。。
让你承受了这么大的压力。。。
从来没有想过。。。
我们的相处方式会带给你这么大的压力。。。
我没有心让你失去你向往的自由。。。
但我却一时之间改不了我的毛病。。。
对不起。。。
你这样对我说。。。
我的心好痛。。。
一的人的房间。。。好冷。。。
泪洒在那里。。。
心也碎在那里。。。
我会反省的。。。